My prom is a little less then a month away and i really prefer to go with someone because i don’t want to go alone and my dress makes me feel like a princess and it’d be nice if i got a price, or even an unkissed frog, anyways, at the same time I’m too afraid to ask someone so i cant ask and they’d probably say no anyways and isn’t it weird for a girl to ask a guy and so at this point idk, i might just have to post an ad on Craig’s list for a date: nice, tall, and would be okay to dance a little; bonus: is cute… Okay maybe not.
Dear lord, if you could just throw a rock at my crushes face to get his attention with a note that says “Maddie likes you” that’d be great👍
And then if he could just like me back? That’d be cool.
Amen. 🙏
P.S. have him ask me to junior prom, k thanks, talk to ya later; i expect great things from you
legit don't know how to even talk to a guy. i act as normal as i can as if i'm talking to a friend (even though we don't even know eachother) trying to be fucking real here but nope, gotta be the "chill" you he gets to know then he can get to know the real you or whatever. it just gets to complicated. my feelings/ how i act just change and i don't know how to think straight. actually, i get pissed off b/c i'm tired of just how everything works and shit. i'm a very straighforward person and i even said
along the lines:
look i know you're not interested i just need to hear it so could you confirm?
he decides to be all fucking nice and is something like:
well i don't really know you so i can't judge.
oh my fucking geez. (background:
my friend told him for me that i was kinda interested or whatever)
me:
wait... really?
him:
yeah i don't know you blah blah haven't even seen you
first of all stop making me feel bad. i know we dont know eachother! my "wait really?" was to him not judging me not if we fucking knew eachother.
me:
ohmygod im so sorry blah blah didnt mean to come off as pushy [too fucking late though] blah blah
seriously...this guy i had the convo w/ was nice... that actually made me feel more fucking awward... i was hoping he could have been oh i dont know... like a normal douchebag of a guy and been like yeah i'm not interested... i gave u like 3 chances to nicely say ur not interested but NO ur like oh idk, dont know u, cant judge BLAH.
i told her to do it but now i almost want to just chat him up and just apologize for liking him.
sorry that i kinda like you
but then that would involve me making contact with him.
im so hopeless.
and yet i give perfectly good advice to her about her guy situations and it all works out for her. why can’t i think straight when it comes to any guy that i a attracted to? geez.
… because on those really hot days, i wanna just take off me shirt outside instead of sweating more because of a stupid shirt… but noOOoo it’s socially unacceptable. which is good i guess… i dont wanna see boobs every where.
